Hello, hello, Is there anybody out there!

I cant remember the last time i wrote down anything on my blog, but i figured i would post a thought today. First of all I am so glad to be saved, I was reading much of my older post and i could tell i am not the person i used to be when i first put down first post. Alot has changed and I am worried that I will fail again as a Christian, The Lord did bring me back a few weeks ago and felt good, I am worried to slip back again. I don't want that. doesn't feel good to be depressed and defeated. Alot has happened these past few years and hard to pin point my downfall but I can say this, It was a great fall, and i only say that because of how it affected my family and especially my wife. I have had my joy restored and it felt great. a new song was placed in my heart and was able to get back to the music that moves my soul. Don't get me wrong, I do not listen to worldly music I just lost grip of the songs that i would here, Saturday while studying for Sunday School and Jr Church God filled me so much listening to old music I used to here, I am glad God can still use me.